Exactly one year ago today, i was fortunate and able to attented my first Heilung ritual. This is an experience unlike any other. This was one of the best things ive been apart of. The feeling i had really had me feeling free, like a release of bad things from my body and mind. I hope i can see them again one day and im very thankful i was able to experience it with my wife and our 2 good friends. #heilung #ritual

So i went to my moms who is catholic, ive never been catholic for many reasons. Even as a child i saw through the lies. It just feels weird being in a house surrounded by pray everyday signs, kneel to "god", trust the lord and so on. Normally others beliefs dont bother me. Something about today just felt off. I cant explain it. I find myself tonight enjoying my family in a dark ish room listening to Heilung and Danheim while burning some incense. My dad refused to allow me to be baptized which today im grateful for that but lately hes talked about his "god." Even rolled his eyes when i told him my tattoos were for honoring Odin, Freyja, and Frigg as well as Hel. I feel so distant with them because of this however i believe strongly in the gods and will not ever compromise my honoring and offerings to them. They came to me in a way that will never have me not believing in them. I also feel with whats happened and how i was lead to this path will have many believing im crazy.
Whats some ways you have dealt with this feeling?

Picked this up at the oddities and curiosities expo today. Something about it stood out like i had to have it. Going to get a nice frame for and put some bones around it.